July 12, 2013

Do you ever wonder what life is all about? I'm pondering this in my mind now. It has been one of those days and tensions are high and my fuse is short. I hear the 2 middle children in the living room at my grandfather's house; they are supposed to be sleeping yet being very noisy. Doesn't seem to matter tonight how many times I tell them, they won't settle down. I am overly tired tonight and ready to go to sleep. I think when I am done with this post, I will. My papa was supposed to come home from the hospital today but they decided he still needed more physical therapy before being released. It wouldn't have been such a big deal had I known upfront. But I had already taken my homework, computer, personal items, and the dog out to his house so I already had things situated when I brought him home. It wasn't until I arrived at the hospital that I was made aware of him not getting to go home. So, this is the reason why we are sleeping at his house tonight. I couldn't leave the dog kenneled for 24 hours and I have a ton of homework. These blogs are getting harder to do so I am just going to practice the freewriting technique. The kids are still carrying on in the other room and my patience is wearing extremely thin. Why is it the days that we feel the weakest, we are pushed to the limits? Tomorrow will be a new day, right? I am so tired right now, and I am struggling to keep my eyes open. I will be glad when the next two weeks are over. Having to be out here with my papa for an entire week is stress in itself with school and everything else. Then the following week is finals week. I am extremely nervous about that. I have never taken a college final and I have no idea what to expect. Then there is the Anatomy & Physiology final. This test has me so stressed. I have to do well in it so I can continue to carry my B. If not, I risk not getting into the nursing program. I just have to continue and pray that God will give me favor and wisdom to get through it. I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore so I am calling it a night. Hopefully tomorrow will bring a more enlightening post.