July 1, 2013

Do you ever wonder what tomorrow will bring? This is what comes to mind as I was attempting to come up with a subject for today's blog and seem to run into a wall. Even using the resources from my class, I couldn't find an eye-catching, mind-provoking topic. How hard could this possibly be? As I flipped over to this screen the question came to mind "What will tomorrow bring?". Will it be a new beginning? Another day full of homework? Kids running around laughing, screaming, and doing what kids do best? What if tomorrow were the last day we had on this earth? I ponder what I would do. This leaves me wondering what I need to do to make the most out of every day. I am stuck! I don't know where else I am going with this question and these thoughts. The distractions around me pull my eyes away from this screen and onto those objects around me. I catch myself watching Oreo, the new puppy, staring out the window. Now he is gone... what could he possibly be getting into. Then there is the baby; so contently playing with her toys. It amazes me how well she plays and to just silently sit and watch her brings a smile to my face. My husband is doing dishes. I feel like I should be helping him and not sitting here with this computer, that is so extremely hot on my legs. It is a continuous battle - do my homework or help everyone else out? I need to do BOTH. Does anyone have an extra set of hands and feet I can borrow for a little while? I haven't called to check on my Papa today. The guilt is bugging me, I  need to stop and call but I need to finish this blog. I have called him everyday since my grandma's passing (except the days I am out at his house each week); and I missed calling him yesterday! The minutes, hours, and days are getting away from me. I guess this leads back to my initial question "what will tomorrow bring?". Only the morning light will tell, and I will take it one minute at a time and do what has to be done to carry on.